Tag Archives: compulsion

Is it here already?

May 22.  Wow.  10 whole months clean and sober.  How did that happen? It has been quite the adventure. I can’t claim life has become perfect and pretty.  It hasn’t.  I still have plenty of rotten days.  Life still spews … Continue reading

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Six Months and One Hour

Six months and one hour ago was the last time I used any drugs.  Tomorrow will be my clean date, my half birthday.  I know this because, just for today, I don’t have to use. This is no small miracle … Continue reading

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I Lost IT

It is New Years Day. I hadn’t intended to stay up to see the new year last night.  But I did.  Just before 11pm I suddenly had to find something before the year end.  I was still looking at 1am … Continue reading

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