no angel

no angel                                        June 27, 2016
i wake from the dream in fear
and reach for you
but you are not here

in the dream i reach for you
i wake and i reach for you
but you are not here
and you are not near

i wake from this dream and need
to know it was only a dream
like the evil nightmare
i have over and over

the one where i’m high on hashish
and too full of pride and shame
to confess my own evil and madness

but that dream
i wake and i know
it was only a dream
and i will never be stoned again

i wake from this dream in fear
and i want to hear
you wish me good morning
so i know it is only a dream

i used to wake happy
to see that you think of me
and message me while i sleep
and forget my dreams

no matter my dreams
when i knew your heart was with me
like an angel to protect me

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About m

My ego wants to think I'm a writer but my heart knows I'm just another one of God's Kids who sometimes has words to say. 2 human kids and 3 feline kids call me Mom. Or Mooooooom. Or mewom, depending which you ask. My most recent completed endeavor was finishing BA's in Religious Studies and American Studies. I don't remember what free time is but I think I like to spend it sleeping or playing in the mud on a river bank.
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