always

always
sometimes i can only love you
like i learned as a child
to love all God’s people
and even that is hard
so hard when you are cruel

sometimes i know you are a friend
and love you as Brother
with compassion and honesty
simple and kind
and wanting to guard your back

sometimes i want to be your lover
and long to taste your mouth
and feel your cum slick and smooth
i miss your hands and your eyes
and your thin bony body on mine

sometimes it is your soul i love
mine wanting to caress yours
and work at your side
doing a tiny part
to bring the kingdom to earth

but always i love you
even when you are cruel
abusive and selfish
always
i love you

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About m

My ego wants to think I'm a writer but my heart knows I'm just another one of God's Kids who sometimes has words to say. 2.5 human kids and 3 feline kids call me Mom. Or Mooooooom. Or mewom, depending which you ask. My most recent completed endeavor was finishing BA's in Religious Studies and American Studies. I don't remember what free time is but I think I like to spend it sleeping or playing in the mud on a river bank.
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