i’m breaking. this has been building for years and the workload and stress level of my life increase and i see no light at the end of the tunnel. my kids have hardly seen me all week. my house keeping disgusts me. i’ve been at work, i clocked about 50 hours last week, there’s a 25 minute commute plus daycare pick-up/drop-off on either end of that. i’m having trouble sleeping. my eye’s been twitching alot. i need to find a new place to live, in a hurry. i finally washed kepler’s food dish this morning.
somehow, someway, i’ll make it through, i’ll make do, i’ll pick up the pieces and move on. someday.