The News

It’s been over a month.  It’s been a busy month.

2 of my best friends are MIA.  I’m sad.

I’m in the stew pot at work.  Sorry but my kiddos are my first priority.  Work can suck it if they don’t like it.

My cat died Monday night.  PB and I are still pretty upset about it.  J’s upset because we are.

My house is up for sale.  I hope I can manage to buy one instead of having to put up with another crappy rental.

I’m all kinds of confused about all of life these days.

I’ve been having alot of really disturbing dreams about people I haven’t seen in 10+ years.

I’ve been sick.  The kids have been sick.

Icks has been skipping visitation alot.

I’ve got bills piling up.

My house is a mess.

I’m lonely and scared and tired.  I miss my kitty.  I hope the people I can’t get ahold of (or who have decided to block me….) are OK.

Other than all that, I’m just fine, really, everything’s OK.  I am not falling apart.  OK, maybe just a little bit around the edges.

I keep telling everyone I’m OK.  But I’m not.  And, at the moment, no one cares.  Sorry to depress ya’ll.  Next time I’ll just make up a story about traveling to exotic locals with no internet.

About m

My ego wants to think I'm a writer but my heart knows I'm just another one of God's Kids who sometimes has words to say. 2 human kids and 3 feline kids call me Mom. Or Mooooooom. Or mewom, depending which you ask. I'm kinda-sorta busy being a student again; this time I signed myself up for a bizarre torture known as Graduate School. Theoretically in 4ish years I'll have earned some more nice letters to put with my name. Let's face it, I'm addicted to learning and probably need rehab to restore me to sanity and remove the obsession to read books. I don't remember what free time is but I think I like to spend it sleeping or playing in the mud on a river bank.
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