There’s alot I should be doing right now. Chores. Laundry. Dishes. Shower. Sleep.
I’m exhausted. I’m sick. I need to just chill for a bit. I’m blog surfing. Goofing off on facebook. I need this.
I know tomorrow I’ll be thinking that I shoulda done this or that. But so what. There’s nothing left tonight.
I made it to the gym today. I really needed that runner’s high. I feel much better. But I’m a bit sore because I haven’t been in more than a week, Grandma was out of town so I didn’t have anyone to get my kiddos.
I’ve got another psychotic weekend staring me in the face. The only thing more wearing than working a 10 hour day and coming home to a hot dirty house with 2 tired hungry kids is spending my days off trying to catch up on all the stuff I didn’t get to all week. And it’s especailly bad right now as I try to put our lives and our home back together.
Someday I’ll move into the empty bedroom and let the kids have their own room. But I can’t deal with it yet. And the 3 of us have always shared our little room and I don’t want to further unsettle them so soon.
My sister’s supposed to come visit in a few weeks. I’ll let her stay in it and then maybe it won’t feel so freaky. I’m also hoping to send her home with a now fixed cat.
And now, I’m going to play farm town for a while before hitting the sack. Early. Maybe some sleep while help to rid my head of this cold.