Violated

I caught my housemate spying on me yesterday.  I thought I had snagged a few minutes to my self post-shower.  I had just gotten in the mood and started to *ahem* enjoy myself.  Then I heard something.  And sure enough, there he was, very intentionally cracking open the door to watch.

I was pissed.  I threw on a robe and ordered him out of the house.  I gave him until the end of the day to be out of the house and the end of the week to be off the property.  Then I called everyone on my contacts list.  I figure that as I was doing nothing wrong it’s only right that I let people know about something like this.  I even posted it on my facebook status.  I want everyone to know just what a sick perv he is.

I’ve known him since I was a baby.  He was part of my family.

I’m surprised at how many friends I have, how many people turn up to help.  I’ll never win a popularity contest but I can get a posse when I need one.

Heck, a guy I broke up with six and a half years ago came to keep me company last night.  And his mom sent me several things.

But after he left (way, way late) I still had to face feeling vulnerable and scared and scarred.  I slept with the light on and a full set of clothes.  It was too hot but I didn’t care.  I didn’t feel nearly as terrorize as I did when Psycho Stalker was after me but it is still the same kind of feeling.  I got my locks changed the second he drove away.

The other problem is that I’m much afraid it’ll take my till next year to feel comfortable masturbating.  This is not a good thing for a girl who’s been single a long time and works in a completely male dominated environment.  Oh well, someday I’ll have to get over it, right?  Again, maybe next year, if I’m lucky.

My poor kiddos are all upset about having such a big thing happen so suddenly.  It’s not any easy issue to explain, especially not to very young children.

I don’t know how I’m going to keep up with this place by myself.  I could do it if I was here, but I’m always at work.  I’ll figure out something.  But I can’t face all the details yet.