I had a dream about A last night.
It’s probably good that I don’t remember much about it.
I’m wondering why things from so long ago are coming up now.
Granted, too much time spent on Facebook as allowed me to re-visit parts of my past, and, oddly enough, he’s one of my top Matchs from the quiz thing. But I think those quizes are silly, they’re nothing but a way to waste 2 minutes, to let my brain turn off briefly. OK, so I also thought it was really wierd that, again according to a stupid quiz, my perfect man’s name is supposed to start with A. But again, it’s ridiculus, after all, we aren’t in high school any more.
I think it more likely that I know he was a turning point in my life, a piece of a crucial first experience. That was the year I learned both how to have a good time and also how it is to be heart broken.
Back to the dream. It’s mostly faded with the day’s busy-ness. But in the dream I was absolutely in love with him and totally terrified that I’d scared him away. Give that long ago history there’s nothing surprising to that part. The wierd part is that I think (but again I don’t really remember) that we were somehow togther again. But not together then, together now. The whole thing’s so strange I can’t seem to wrap my mind around it.
Does any one know some good ways to remember dreams better or to interpret them after the fact?